Some 'Evergreen Melodies'.. Music remains a part of my life..

     Songs are songs.. some are just as casual as tunes and some reside in your heart like non ending love stories..

As a performer, & an extreme music lover, I could not judge any piece of harmony. Of course I have my own 'Yes and Nos' but I cant be judgmental about any because every piece of music requires the same effort & exertion as any other. Its the same as raising two children, none of them is too loving to parents, equality holds in the post up high. With me, music is the only thing which is evergreen. No matter if its Rap, Jazz, Romantic or Hip Hop. It has its own variations & I have my alternatives. 

I sing, I dance, I write.. Perhaps you might be thinking if I ever my attention gets diverted from the Melody? 

Should I be a lot more precise now? No it doesn't. It precisely doesn't. I could hymn any harmony while working or while taking shower. From eating to studying, I simply need music around me. Its like a woman's man she desires to be with literally 24/7. Terming it like that won't be a guilt. 

Inshallah, someday I will be on the platform of Sa Re Ga Ma Pa or Indian Idol performing infront of thousands and millions of people to atone my inner self. Some real melodious ones in the Bollywood industry have made the singing upmost.. Singers like Mohit Chauhan, A.R Rehman ji, K.K, Benny Dayal, Rahat Fateh Ali Khan ji, Shafqat Amanat Ali, Richa Sharma, Shreya Ghoshal and a lot others are some of the foremost and incomparable singers in the world.  These infact are my most beloved ones. Their outstanding compositions and efforts have made them earn unconditional love. 

Most of us are ruled by Music. We are into music either by the love we have by singing or by attaching ourselves with the instruments used while singing. I, personally am ruled by Music. No matter in what mood I will be in, any piece of soothing harmony would give me peace. Nothing else would. No other human would. 

Its wonderful how some abstract objects or vibes could change the aura around you. Simply Beautiful!

Rest the melodies and a lot other is to be continued.. to be continued in a lot more Detail.. 

© Latika Sareen

Feeling Extraordinary**

       There always have been 'n' number of times when i have felt the same i.e nothing extraordinary really has happened to me. However there comes a turn on the road when waves in the ocean promote. I stood still when my heart skipped a beat and I.. I gasped.. It was intense. Felt as if its just me who exists in this beautiful creation. It was sound and atoning, for a while i couldn't put a limit on my giggle. It began with a flow and never took a pause.
It was a couple of years ago.. We had never interacted before, it was the first time, it indeed was the first time.. But how could the first time be such an enchanting image that you yearn for several others like that?
'Yahoo' was a medium to converse.. There was apprehension from both sides, the restlessness of contacting for the first time. Things weren't stable, nonetheless he called.. I heard him, it was like a grip instructing me to catch his voice and.. and breathe..I smiled without letting him notice..
For about hours, we conversed on the phone. Naah naah it was nothing personal, we conferred our experiences, our strength, likes, dislikes, family etc. That night seemed to be an illusion. A live dream!!..I felt a stroke commanding me to accept his voice as a tone of some extraordinary belief..  I loved it..!!


O Yah.. there were nights and mornings succeeding the old ones.. The times when we used to crash on the phone itself while communicating,the best conversations were at 3 AM, the most sincere words were from the heart, and the best moments were those spontanious urges to seize the moment. .. the wait and elation to listen to each other & engrossed in thoughts somewhere.. We used to get hold of unoccupied times hurriedly.. Gradually, the peculiar of us entered the circle of stronger bond which we anticipated to be fortune. The memories which are certainly noteworthy. After all, this feeling was unusual..
  Days and Months passed.. there was this sensation of feeling inclined to this one person, who was bizzare a couple of months ago. The penchant of him, replaced a friends' status. It was now seeming to b a little more.. Just a little more.. It is said that "Your sentiments should be as smooth as water on the mountains, so that the one you admire, gets an account of your feelings". Something like that had occurred when he had a job & chatted while working. Be it day or night, i used to wait for those minutes when i will receive a 'hello'.. At times, our calls used to take more than 5 hours in a row.. Again, it was nothing personal, however a take-up about our 'Crushes' wasn't a bad commence. I infer that we were young enough to consider affairs contemptibly.


    Though, it seemed that we really had felt special about each other in a short span of time.. For the level of comfort.. easiness was not found in anybody else in these years except him.. And absurd me, who uttered everything at once. HE GOT TO KNOW IT!! I admitted that i like him intensely..Aah, one question.. Why, why am i so bashful?
I could never pick an answer for this.. Besides he used to be in a fit of rage because of my shyness. He likes it too.. ha ha.. Seems to be contradictory know? Besides all the talks, and appealing personality.. We used to throughly have a dispute.. It was like a part of our schedule, trivial matters and one of us had to start..
Was like we were paranoid and after 2 days, i had to pacify him.. Sadly, hes really stubborn, Whereas I am the punk, he he.. I didn't really care about the quarrels of daily times, I could be the one loving you and disliking to the utmost in general.. Just me..!!
O boy, those days were something else.. It was naive, but an insanity within something.. It was Beautiful..
& it still is a mesmerizing pleasure..Months passed.. Perhaps a year too.. i no longer could hold back the actual desire to see him.. to gossip and say all unsaid .. maybe it wasn't that basic to do what i estimated.. The unusual thing grew.. The inkling about liking each other 'alot' remained constant. The things were told.. Moments that were equally cherished..


O well.. a story had commenced, a saga, which wasn't there to terminate, but to be loyal and prolong with it.. Yah the Partial Crush.. It's not uncanny to be with just the one you value.. It's just a symbol of being together.. together.. Yah optimistically, that has to happen. I like/liked his soul, fell in love with it and now the attachment ultimately means his presence.. That close link with him was one of a kind.. is one of a kind.. & will be one of a kind in some circumstances..
He has always wished good for me.. "Wants me content in any & every way, that's his motive".. He couldn't made anything better than what actually had happened, it was & is something momentous..
which has had an alluring impression..on me & him..


"True love stories never have endings... They just dont.. & so this love story will never come to a halt..It cant be defined, it can only be felt.. by just me and him"...
Your Lats!!

© Latika Sareen