My dream guy? Oh my real thoughts of a woman!!

       Have I really started thinking as girls? My mentality never had such serious notions before.. Wonder what struck me hard this time.. Or is it the term "growing up"? Does growing up make a normal human (no man or a woman, just simply human) have mentality that of a woman? sheesh!
This is blowing me up there.. However, since the topic has begun, lets not leave it half page.. Heeeeeee

     So it perhaps starts with my dream guy? Does it? My real to be a woman spirit is coming out from just a "Human" thing.. I believe :/ Every woman has to go to her so called "Real House" one day according to us, Indians! Its not a prayer, its just suppose to happen; same as a ritual.. tradition.. yah..!
Every girl, thinks of her "dream guy" in a precise context.. Here i tell you a list of what -

- Wants him to be one of a kind
- Handsome enough to walk with her
- Talented
- Good Job
- Who could spare time in his life for her
- Loving (Be it forcefully)
- WHO DOESNT LOOK AT OTHER GIRLS
- Who could cook
- Who could buy her flowers on Valentine and confess be it forcefully that he loves her.. ;
- Who could be a macho man in public and a romantic bee in bedroom
- Who should not lie even if some girl is hitting on him at his office
- A guy who would practically remember her birthday every year and surprise her with authentic gifts

ETC. ETC.

NOW DO I CLAIM : Oh My Gawd ! Is that a guy a girl would desire or a masterpiece who should be sent from above according to the conditions.. Naah naah, i dont have any such wishes for myself.

I want my Dream guy to be a simple; sober man.. Looks are very much deceptive. He would be all charming and Dashing to me if I would perceive him that way.. His talks should be killing, more than his looks..His way of being attractive would matter to me.. His eyes would ultimately make him flamboyant, looks really arent a big deal! He should know when to be serious about matters and when to laugh over them.. He should be extremely loving. Honesty shouldn't be his best policy but if he wouldn't wanna upset me, he would know what to do.. He should be passionate about couple of things in his life.. including me..There should be no boundaries of anything between the two. Love should be spicy in the alliance; lacking from no sides. He should be so understanding, that my eyes should convey all to him, if not my lips.. I dont want him to be affluent, I just want him to have that confidence and ability of doing A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G in life. Ofcourse he shouldn't be even close to those negative matters such as consuming alcohol , and he would know what.. :P
He should be a family person.. Respectful, Cheerful amongst his family members.. Religious too!
He should be aware that God exists and is omnipotent! He should be wealthy by heart and not be at lofty heights leading nowhere. He should be proud of his choice, and have guts to conquer all with his smile. He should know that small matter leads to high spirits. No matter how sad the situation would be, he should have faith in himself as well as me that, "Everything really would be allright".
A guy who should have no attitude when it comes to me.. He should be down to earth. Yes yes, am very short temper, but I wouldn't dare to stay mad at him for more than a couple of minutes.. Afterall love is all we need..He should forget his miseries seeing my smile, he should really be a Romeo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He got to be Romantic all the way ! LOL! I am sorry but Librians are passionate lovers.. Leaving the main course behind would just be an end of the chapter.. And and.. Pretty much Thats about it..

Now my anticipation has been noted here.. Precisely, I want a guy who doesn't exist in this world. LOL! I dont foresight any man in the world to be as per my dream guy.. So falling for the wrong community would equal to murdering my feelings.. Oh la la la... J'ai eu à attendre (I got to wait)..


Until then, let other feminine thoughts build up in the human mind.. 


BRAVOO !! 

© Latika Sareen

Feeling Extraordinary**

       There always have been 'n' number of times when i have felt the same i.e nothing extraordinary really has happened to me. However there comes a turn on the road when waves in the ocean promote. I stood still when my heart skipped a beat and I.. I gasped.. It was intense. Felt as if its just me who exists in this beautiful creation. It was sound and atoning, for a while i couldn't put a limit on my giggle. It began with a flow and never took a pause.
It was a couple of years ago.. We had never interacted before, it was the first time, it indeed was the first time.. But how could the first time be such an enchanting image that you yearn for several others like that?
'Yahoo' was a medium to converse.. There was apprehension from both sides, the restlessness of contacting for the first time. Things weren't stable, nonetheless he called.. I heard him, it was like a grip instructing me to catch his voice and.. and breathe..I smiled without letting him notice..
For about hours, we conversed on the phone. Naah naah it was nothing personal, we conferred our experiences, our strength, likes, dislikes, family etc. That night seemed to be an illusion. A live dream!!..I felt a stroke commanding me to accept his voice as a tone of some extraordinary belief..  I loved it..!!


O Yah.. there were nights and mornings succeeding the old ones.. The times when we used to crash on the phone itself while communicating,the best conversations were at 3 AM, the most sincere words were from the heart, and the best moments were those spontanious urges to seize the moment. .. the wait and elation to listen to each other & engrossed in thoughts somewhere.. We used to get hold of unoccupied times hurriedly.. Gradually, the peculiar of us entered the circle of stronger bond which we anticipated to be fortune. The memories which are certainly noteworthy. After all, this feeling was unusual..
  Days and Months passed.. there was this sensation of feeling inclined to this one person, who was bizzare a couple of months ago. The penchant of him, replaced a friends' status. It was now seeming to b a little more.. Just a little more.. It is said that "Your sentiments should be as smooth as water on the mountains, so that the one you admire, gets an account of your feelings". Something like that had occurred when he had a job & chatted while working. Be it day or night, i used to wait for those minutes when i will receive a 'hello'.. At times, our calls used to take more than 5 hours in a row.. Again, it was nothing personal, however a take-up about our 'Crushes' wasn't a bad commence. I infer that we were young enough to consider affairs contemptibly.


    Though, it seemed that we really had felt special about each other in a short span of time.. For the level of comfort.. easiness was not found in anybody else in these years except him.. And absurd me, who uttered everything at once. HE GOT TO KNOW IT!! I admitted that i like him intensely..Aah, one question.. Why, why am i so bashful?
I could never pick an answer for this.. Besides he used to be in a fit of rage because of my shyness. He likes it too.. ha ha.. Seems to be contradictory know? Besides all the talks, and appealing personality.. We used to throughly have a dispute.. It was like a part of our schedule, trivial matters and one of us had to start..
Was like we were paranoid and after 2 days, i had to pacify him.. Sadly, hes really stubborn, Whereas I am the punk, he he.. I didn't really care about the quarrels of daily times, I could be the one loving you and disliking to the utmost in general.. Just me..!!
O boy, those days were something else.. It was naive, but an insanity within something.. It was Beautiful..
& it still is a mesmerizing pleasure..Months passed.. Perhaps a year too.. i no longer could hold back the actual desire to see him.. to gossip and say all unsaid .. maybe it wasn't that basic to do what i estimated.. The unusual thing grew.. The inkling about liking each other 'alot' remained constant. The things were told.. Moments that were equally cherished..


O well.. a story had commenced, a saga, which wasn't there to terminate, but to be loyal and prolong with it.. Yah the Partial Crush.. It's not uncanny to be with just the one you value.. It's just a symbol of being together.. together.. Yah optimistically, that has to happen. I like/liked his soul, fell in love with it and now the attachment ultimately means his presence.. That close link with him was one of a kind.. is one of a kind.. & will be one of a kind in some circumstances..
He has always wished good for me.. "Wants me content in any & every way, that's his motive".. He couldn't made anything better than what actually had happened, it was & is something momentous..
which has had an alluring impression..on me & him..


"True love stories never have endings... They just dont.. & so this love story will never come to a halt..It cant be defined, it can only be felt.. by just me and him"...
Your Lats!!

© Latika Sareen